Finally saw Anahid after 10 days, janaa. Hmm... music is so beautiful. There are so many ways to express yourself, and music does such a wonderful job. Listen to

Radiohead - Idioteque
Cirque du Soleil - Irna

How different they are and yet how very alike.

I hate school. It is such a low priority now. By January I'll know how much I'm going to slow it down.

"I watched a snail crawl along the edge of a straight razor. That's my dream. That's my nightmare. Crawling, slithering, along the edge of a straight... razor... and surviving"

Sometimes I do feel that way, and it's not because life is hard or anything, I think its because I am severely fucked in the head. You know how sometimes you have headaches, but not all the time? Well sometimes I go insane. Fair enough?

edgy edgy edgy.. why do I get so edgy sometimes? AHHHH


and im shivering and im hurt and im annoyed and im overwhelmed and im confused
yet nothing is wrong

there is love in me raging
and now i'm bleeding


good night