Ok I somewhat regret making this shit public. A LOT I would love to say but I can't, because of the large group of people who could read it, ranging from family to complete strangers. Sigh.... I'll keep it inside most of the time, and leave posts that don't make sense, but that's me, right?


fuck you for destroying me
fuck you for putting me in a cage
fuck you for giving me insecurity
in a nicely wrapped box
you tore me apart
you rip me to shreds

small fires die out,
large ones just get bigger,
thank you for showing me which one i am
thank you for injecting into my soul the pain
that i turned into anger
that turned into fuel
the fuel I needed
to...

forget it.

Words don't mean shit.
just watch.
I've done 3 to 6,
and I guarantee you I'll get 8.

but in the end
its not about money



its about....


proving


you


wrong




only one person in the world might be able to understand these:
the seeking is better than the sought
the moon rises on our fears
the sun sets on our hopes
life... is subject to change without notice
everything's possible if you lose your mind to it
take comfort in the chaos
wander wonderfully
with a little luck... you won't find what you're looking for
hope springs eternal
crisis... is a rite of passage
silence is golden
do not accept this reality
never share secrets with yourself
may all your wishes come true
...the journey never ends...