I'm in one of those mood where I think back of all the deep pain.... I hadn't heard Jewel - Foolish Games for a long long time because of all the memories attached. Well... I'm listening to it now, and it all comes back. I miss Tara so much. It's been almost a year since she first came and we had those days. I haven't talked to her for months, I don't even know if she's alive. What I would do to have those days back. This was all started by seeing Yeva today in the GCC parking lot. We got to talking and then she got in my car, and all the memories of everything came back. The scent in my car hasn't changed since those days, and scent is the strongest connection to memory. We listened to our CD, more memories. Then we hugged and she left. After that I decided, since I was already in the reminiscing mood, to listen to some old Tara CDs. Yeah well, strong as ever.

Are the stars out tonight? I don't know if it's cloudy or bright 'Cause I only have eyes for you, dear The moon may be high But I can't see a thing in the sky 'Cause I only have eyes for you.


Bye.