Wow... not the best of days. Went to my doctor today and checked out the MRIs. Large herniated disc, requires surgery. To add to the dilemma, I no longer have insurance so I have to pay $15,000 cash for it. I'm not worried about the money, I'm worried about being 19 and having back surgery, which has risks attached to it, namely not being able to walk again. I don't know, I'm just going to wait a few weeks and think about it....
Other than that, the day went pretty well. Working with Mary is always fun, and we went and got our nails done afterwards. I hadn't done that for a while, but I think it makes a person look more clean cut. Then Jason came and I left. No big secret that I don't like the guy.
Work is very hectic, but I love it. I have a lot of responsibility and a lot of say, which is something that means A LOT to me. Once January is done, things will be much easier. First Annual Restaurant Network Board of Directors meeting is tomorrow, rather excited about that!
Interesting thing I've realized about money. I don't like it. I always thought I'd love to have money and buy all these things, but now I don't think that way at all. I rarely buy anything and don't care much for more than I have. I'm content. I love working, and I don't care if there is no money involved.
While I'm discussing realizations, let me share with you the most beautiful and innocent girl I met today. She was on the corner of Wilshire and Western (in West Hollywood) and she was homeless. Oh my god she was so breathtaking. Truly the most innocent face and expression EVER. The light turned green so I didn't get a chance to talk to her, but I did end up giving her $50 for being so beautiful, and I felt so bad someone like that had no place to live. I swear if I was living on my own I would have given her a place to live (and no, not do anything sick. She was too pure and innocent looking... I'd just admire her from afar).
On that note, forget girls. I realize my standards are way too high for anyone to be able to achieve them, including me. No girl this age is stable and mature enough for me to be completely content with. I'm going to give up on that search and just let things be. I get enough love helping others.
Other than that, the day went pretty well. Working with Mary is always fun, and we went and got our nails done afterwards. I hadn't done that for a while, but I think it makes a person look more clean cut. Then Jason came and I left. No big secret that I don't like the guy.
Work is very hectic, but I love it. I have a lot of responsibility and a lot of say, which is something that means A LOT to me. Once January is done, things will be much easier. First Annual Restaurant Network Board of Directors meeting is tomorrow, rather excited about that!
Interesting thing I've realized about money. I don't like it. I always thought I'd love to have money and buy all these things, but now I don't think that way at all. I rarely buy anything and don't care much for more than I have. I'm content. I love working, and I don't care if there is no money involved.
While I'm discussing realizations, let me share with you the most beautiful and innocent girl I met today. She was on the corner of Wilshire and Western (in West Hollywood) and she was homeless. Oh my god she was so breathtaking. Truly the most innocent face and expression EVER. The light turned green so I didn't get a chance to talk to her, but I did end up giving her $50 for being so beautiful, and I felt so bad someone like that had no place to live. I swear if I was living on my own I would have given her a place to live (and no, not do anything sick. She was too pure and innocent looking... I'd just admire her from afar).
On that note, forget girls. I realize my standards are way too high for anyone to be able to achieve them, including me. No girl this age is stable and mature enough for me to be completely content with. I'm going to give up on that search and just let things be. I get enough love helping others.
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