4 months. From November to now. Seems like such a short time, yet I've changed more in these short months than I did the first 18 years of my life. I went from being a shy, insecure, indecisive boy to a confident man. I'm not bragging. I'm not saying I'm anything extraordinary now, but I sure am better than I was 4 months ago. What made me change so much? Business. I got thrown in the ocean, and that's how I learned to swim. There's no better way to learn. Besides business, I've also improved my personal life, and potentially how I would act in a relationship. As I said yesterday, I want a relaxed relationship, not the clingy, desperate painful relationship I had with Tara. Haven't had the chance to try it out yet, but that's all in due time. I'm happy. I'm content. I'm finally.... me.

and I want to go hiking in Alaska.