Monday, February 23, 2004


Oh so proud of being a Scorpio

The other articles are very interesting too, and mostly true.

Had English 104 today, not bad. Bought all my books. Tiring day. Surgery pushed to Thursday, although now it is 90% for sure. I just want to get it over with. It hurts, as always. I feel held back. I feel who I am inside doesn't come out. Soon it will, and then I think I would feel more comfortable with who I am, because then I would be myself. As for now... I feel like there is something holding me back from doing the things I feel, and saying the things I have such an urge to. Speaking of urges, no more denying them. Too much inside me has been ignored and denied. I will do what my feelings tell me to. I have a feeling that I am going to end up offending some people, but that's life, and at least then I would know where they stand. Black or white, no shades of gray. I create, I destroy, I'm reborn. Still waters run deep.





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