Through Good Times & Bad

There are some people that seem like they will always be there for you. They say sweet words, they act like they care when you tell them something. But something doesn't feel right, and that something is what you ignore. You don't want to know there is something wrong. You want to know that you have a friend who really does care. And then something happens in your life, a change, a new person. You're overjoyed, beyond happy, and you naturally expect your friend to be happy for you. Nope, they turn away. They ignore you, and they never tell you what's wrong. That's when you realize that the feeling you had, the feeling that something was wrong, was very very accurate. Be careful, some of the best people are only there for you when they get something out of you.

I used to sometimes want to just disappear. There are times when I still do, just not alone anymore. It's amazing how much hatred and envy there is in this world. It seriously breaks my heart....