I have always had a thing with words. Some words I absolutely hated, others I loved. They had nothing to do with what they meant, just the way they sounded and looked. Here are the ones I can think of at the moment:
Music - I think it is hopelessly disgusting. That starting "mu" just gets on my nerves. But actual music I love, I couldn't live without it. Here are the other words I hate:
Travel - I think it's the ending "vel" that pisses me off. I'm not sure why. I, as is evident, love to travel though.
Outdoors - Ah, sick! Probably because it makes me think of sticky skin, no place to sit, and no air to breathe. However, by my very nature, I love to be outdoors. There are no indoor activities that I like.
Family - Could it be the "fam"? Most likely. Family means everything to me, but you will rarely hear me say that because I hate the word so much.
Water - This comes from my OCD. If I'm dry, I can't stand having any part of me being wet (keep your minds out of the gutter for 5 minutes damnit!). But once I am actually in the water, good luck getting me out.
Does anyone else have this weird negative emotional attachment to words, abstract from their meaning?
In other news, I can't wait to jump again. I did 1,000x better on my AFF2 than my AFF1. I was able to keep my body in the proper position and had no problem with turns (which are so damn fun!) and altitude awareness. My parachute opened up perfectly this time and there were no winds. I didn't
quite land on my feet, but that was by choice since I wanted to avoid the bush I would have inevitably walked into if I had stood up. I would love to make my AFF9 jump one day before my birthday, so I need to get 6 more jumps in before November 7. Ah shucks ;-) If any of you want to come with me (you can do a tandem, it's very fun and there is no long training involved) let me know.
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other other news, my home computer is completely empty now, other than Windows, AIM, and PokerStars. Don't play with PartitionMagic through pcAnywhere from work, kids! Just say no!
"Only the shallow know themselves" - Oscar Wilde